>> Now I cannot sleep anymore. Gasp, big GAS attack. Not sure what to do... <<


The old question: Is you is or is you ain't my baby?
A beauty is always dangerous and will cost you an arm and a leg, sooner or later.
How did Bette James sing in 1961? "I'm just a little mixed up and I don't know what to do":




Now we are waiting on your self-referential move, like Bette did in 1962: "I’m not mixed up anymore".
Good luck!